something else:

i'm leaving for FHAO tomorrow and then i'm going to YEW at my church right after that. i'm not really all that excited (i really never am) but i know it's going to be fun. maybe i'll get giddy in the morning...maybe not though.
i want sunflowers
and alton brown
and to be done with summer reading
and a croissant
how can my cat lick straight grease from my dish!? it's disgusting, way too much oil they put in there. it always shows up in left overs.
Ann i have mild acid reflux with my weird-ass hiccups and my sisters want me to show more cleavage.
today my mom dragged my sis and i over to her school to help her sort out stuff in her classroom. and as the day went on we got really silly. and it was kind of fun. my sis is very touchy feely and always arm around each other kind of thing, and i'm not like that with anyone really.
if birth is a supernatural thing, is death also one? life and death have probably both become too impersonal. at the funeral home, there were pamphlets for each kind of death thats common, like "if your son has AIDS" etc. to "cope with the grief" and i guess thats all well and good but its very manufactured, and that might be all the comfort that person has, or it might be the best because her family cannot comfort him/her well or something.
i dont know but snarky is a fun word and it is a real word!
i'm happy and sporadic, thats kind of a fun word too.
why do i feel i must balance situation's out? why do i do it subconsciously?
i recycle words or thoughts a lot with different people.